The ugly truth

The very truth about my personalite is that I don't use to like people. They are just borring and common. Always saying the same stuff and laughing of stupid jokes. Fill people surpreses me, fill people makes me feel confortable, fill makes me smile. Most of people just desapoint me, borred me. I spent most of my life saying that people doesn't like me, because I never feel safe with them and I finnaly realize, I just doesn't like people, well, most of them. I forced myself in situations,I forced mysel to laugh, to enjoy, but I can't fool anymore. People and me just doesn't get along. It sucks, because I hate to be alone, but that is the very truth, the ugly truth.